Terri,

I understand your pain and love is never easy. I think you are doing the best thing you can for yourself. If the relationship was meant to be you will find your way back to each other if not well you will just be that much wiser in the future. Part of our journey in life is to learn lessons some are harder then others and if we can learn from these and move on we grow if not we continue to follow the pattern until we understand what we need to learn. The fact that you have realized that you treated her badly, disrespect her etc. means to me that you are just that much further ahead of the game.

Congratulation and all the best in your journey to self.

Lady Mystic
www.journey-to-self.com